2:16 p.m. - August 11, 2003
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I haven't posted in over a year. Recently, I've been thinking that I've lost who I was a year ago, around the last time I posted, whenever. That I'll never be able to get back to who I was then. Yet as I read these older entries, from when I was 15, from that girl who I thought I had lost, something is clear to me. That the girl isn't lost at all. I'm still the exact same girl. It really knocks me out, really. How similar I am to how I was then. Because a year and some months later, here I am. Still chasing after and fighting for the same boy. Still listening to him talk about how the ladies don't like him when, hello, I do. It feels so long ago. I feel so different. But it wasn't that long ago. I'm still listening to the same songs I was then. And following the same boy. Great. (reading your note, over again)
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